My life is on track
After a pretty terrible 2006, I think my life is finally back on track. I foresee 2007 as a great year. A year that will make up for the heartache (Finnegan's cancer diagnosis), bone breaks (my wrist), and the uncertainty of where my professional life was heading. As of January, I felt like I remained in a deep rut. Nothing would change. I was stuck. Depressed. Tired. Fed up.
And then. And then things changed. Life improved. It became less bleak. Professional stability and a sense of belonging arose. Rather than feeling like a tremendous weight on my chest could cease my breathing at any moment, I am smiling. And laughing. And finally, relaxed. I can see light at the end of this very dark tunnel. I see joy where the was none. I have found acceptance in my profession. Children in my future.
Peace and I have found each other. At last.